Created4Passion

If you've ever experienced:

Childhood trauma, drug or alcohol addiction
Domestic violence or any form of:
- Verbal abuse
- Emotional abuse
- Physical abuse
- Sexual abuse
- Spiritual abuse
Being taught to give up everything for a cult
Being told it’s wrong:
- To be too muscular as a woman
- To be a fitness trainer or have a nutrition career
- To work with herbs and supplements
Being told it’s wrong to:
- Have a dart or pool league to do outreach in bars
- Do outreach in strip clubs or to women on the streets
Being told you couldn't hear from God unless you took their classes
Being told you weren’t really born again until you joined their church
Being told to forget everything you thought was God before joining their church
Being told it was wrong as a single woman:
- To have your own apartment
- And that you needed to move in with people they recommended under the guise of "accountability"
Having others try to play “Holy Ghost Junior,” telling you it was your responsibility to save your family
Being taught that:
- Being humble meant putting up with abuse and being a doormat
- The bad treatment you received was just part of the suffering you needed to endure
- God wouldn’t use you to reach survivors of trafficking because “it’s never been done before”
- God wouldn’t use you because of where you’ve been
Being constantly reminded you were “one of those women”, mocked, and shamed — even when you prayed faithfully for others
Being told everything you suffered was just so:
- Others wouldn’t have to suffer
- You would eventually get a reward
- Or God would finally be pleased after you passed the “test of pruning”
Being told to give up your fur babies because:
- It was supposedly selfish
- It took away support from missionaries
Being told it was wrong to:
- Wear bright colors
- Be too excited about Heaven (“calm down this will wear off like ours did” – I was very glad it was not too late for me, but they were more comfortable with me being subdued and I had to hide my excitement.
As a result of religious deception, you experienced:

Sexual assault
Abortion, or were shamed for the decision
Homelessness
Loss of pets, jobs, or other forms of exploitation

And maybe you’ve seen:

People act as if the blood of Jesus wasn’t enough for you because of your past or your behavior
Environments where people were competing over:
- Who is the busiest
- Mistaking marriage for maturity

You are not alone.

WHY? CREATED4PASSION?

This is the WHY...

Kelley named CREATED 4 PASSION because she realized that God had been passionately pursuing her throughout her life, even in the midst of trauma, addiction, and religious deception.

She experienced child abuse, drug and alcohol addiction, domestic violence, and life on the streets, in clubs, cult and clinics.
She sought to know Jesus but believed the lie that she would find Him in the church, unaware of the difference between Jesus and religion.
Her commitment led her into a cult, where religious Pharisees used fear, condemnation, shame, control, manipulation, and intimidation.
Despite the deception, God remained faithful, pursuing her and trying to rescue her from the bondage of false teachings.
She eventually left the cult, feeling broken, worse off than before, and disillusioned by those who claimed to know God.
Through painful lessons, she learned that quoting scripture does not mean someone truly knows the Lord.
It took time to untangle the twisted scripture, lies about God, and false beliefs the cult had instilled in her.
Recognizing the deep damage religion can cause, she became passionate about sharing the true gospel.
Now, she helps people understand their identity in Christ, God's true character, and the power of His death, burial, resurrection, and the New Covenant.
Her mission is to equip others so they don’t fall into the same decades of destruction that she once endured.

It's quite the journey trying to learn how to be self compassionate. The truth is our value and worth cannot be measured by how clean and spotless our home is or the many projects we accomplished or by the projects left undone that are staring us in the face or by others opinions because God already determined our value and worth by the blood of Jesus. It does take a lot of energy when you're doing inner healing work and as I look back I now realize God was trying to save me from so much cleaning up the aftermath. I certainly didn't need 27 years of cult INDOCTRINATION to untangle from on top of all the other traumatic and abusive experiences. I was done with the world’s way and was jumping in with both feet all the way to living for God. I'm so glad he's been with me even through it but this is why it's so important to be taught the truth about God as early as possible.